Eric discerns his fate

Eric has prayed and been enlightened. Now he knows his fate. Amen.

Emerald Trove, Book 15: Post XI:
Behold, Lord, I must admit that I find girls attractive, but I also know I am called to be a priest. And a priest cannot dabble in girls. Am I truly called to the priesthood, O’ Lord, or am I called to marriage, or am I called to remain celibate and single? You are called to the priesthood, lord Larimar. And just because you find girls attractive does not mean you are disqualified to become a priest. Rather, it means you have a healthy orientation and it shows that you realize what you are giving up to follow Me on this road. For the road of celibacy and virginity is truly a sacrifice for a higher good. And you will realize that the goods on this road far outweigh the passing goods that con be obtained on the road of the marital embrace. Amen.

Eric, do you remember that slightly mentally disabled man who used to go to your Church, whose name was Gilbert? Remember how he changed over time? Remember how social he was? And how he was always hugging women and girls? Well it progressed little by little, and he began to kiss them on the cheek. And he would do this to all the women. And when he would talk with you he would be talking about how beautiful the women were. Well, after some years of this behavior, Gilbert was doing this to complete strangers that he met at Church, and it landed him in hot water. And then the complaints started to pile up. And the priests required Gilbert to have someone accompany him to Church. And he became a walking lawsuit waiting to happen. And eventually he was banned from the Church. The Church had to decide it was either going to ban him from coming or else get sued when he kissed someone on Church grounds.

Anyways, what has become of him, O’ Lord? Lord Azurite, this is the example of what I do to those who take things that do not belong to them and to those who take away the innocence of my virgins. They lose their privileges in society and become imprisoned. Gilbert is now basically under house arrest. He cannot leave his house without someone escorting him or else it is a potential lawsuit. Whosoever sees an attractive woman and feels a desire for her, this I understand and make allowance for. But when they act on that desire and seek to taste her sexually, that is when I severely punish that man. Many men who are in prison are such men who chose to taste sexually what was forbidden them. For the punishment to sexually taste someone who is not yours to take is severe. I put men on sex offender registries when they do such crimes.

Lord, the sex offender registries are terrible things to be on. And I have heard that it is so easy to get on them, for doing so minor seeming offenses. Lord Azurite, I set up the sex offender registries to save souls that would otherwise be lost by indulging in sex and sin. When I put a man on the sex offender registry, that is the last means I have of saving that soul. For he did not listen to the warnings of the Holy Spirit that his actions were offensive to Me. Men who are on the sex offender registries are in a way very much like the galley slaves of ancient times. When a man was sent to the galleys, he was basically irreformable and not coming back into society.

But why, O’ Lord, do you make the sex offender unable to attend Church when children are present, and have so many restrictions on what he can do and where he can go? He is basically in prison while outside of prison. That is correct, for I Am giving him a taste of the infernal prison that he is headed to if he does not repent. Lord, the sex offender is often not free to leave the country. Or when he comes back into the country, he is thoroughly put to shame and harassed by security at the airports. It is like he is repeatably repunished for the same crime over and over again. Is that just, O’ Lord? Lord, the sex offender is treated by society like a modern day leper. That is correct, lord Azurite. A severe punishment is fitting for a severe crime.

And O’ Lord, what is it that is so terrible that sex offenders do to be put on that registry? They go too far in their hedonism. lord Azurite. I Am the hedge cutter. And the sex offenders are the leaves that are sticking out too much, and so I lop them off. And this serves as warning to the other stems to grow the other way. It has always been the case that I make drastic examples out of some to move the many others to repentance and to correct themselves, lest they fall into the same trap.

Now, let us talk of your girlfriend. I have no girlfriend, O’ Lord. You are going to have one. For I Am giving you one. For you are ready. And you have made yourself clean. Then tell me about her. And tell me what we do together? I Am sending you a girl so that you will know romance before I bring you into My priesthood. This is important. For I desire My candidates to the priesthood to be giving up the chance to marry when they enter into My priesthood. And that means you need someone to give up.

So I am to have a relationship that is romantic, but that is to be ultimately ended by my entrance into the seminary? That is correct, lord Azurite. And We have the perfect girl. She will not tempt you to have sex with her, but she will be a strong temptation for you to settle down with her and start a family with her. She will be the ideal mate for you, and yet, We will give her to you now, right when you will be starting the formal discernment process of becoming a priest.

For We thoroughly test all Our candidates for the priesthood to see if they are worthy. This girlfriend We are giving to you shall be your test. But Lord, is not that cruel to the girl to give to her a potential husband only to snatch him away from her to bring him into the priesthood? We don’t order you to become a priest. You are free to choose your fate: The priesthood or the girl. If We did not give you this complete freedom of choice, it would not be a true test.

Okay, that is an interesting choice you will be giving me. And I know that if I were to choose the girl, I would fail in life, just as Captain America failed in Avengers: Endgame, when he went back in time by choosing to go marry that girl and not remain a superhero. Eric, Captain America failed from your perspective where he did not do all the great things he would have done had he remained a superhero. But from Captain America’s perspective, he had already lived eons serving his country and finally he had the chance to live the life he always wanted to live with the girl he loved in that rare chance he had in going back in time to see her again. And the temptation was too much for him to resist and he entered into her embrace, and there was no going back from there.

Lord Larimar, We do not know which way you shall go. For the choice is not made yet, for the girl is not yet given. But when We give you the girl, then We shall know which way you shall ultimately decide to go. Only when the girl is given will the die be cast.

Lord, this presents an interesting paradox. The presence of a priest at my being cured is said to signify that I am called to the priesthood. But it is also said, in the ancient prophecy of September 2, 2000, that I am cured when I am with the girl who I am to marry. And I cannot both marry and become a priest. Lord, I tell You truthfully, there would have to be a stronger motivation than to have sex for me to choose the marriage route. For I have seen everything there is to see in that route, and none of it really interests me. I am not really very interested in sex, and I know that casual sex is the doorway to destruction. Those who do those things do not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven.

What I do not understand is why the porn industry keeps going. After you have shot every possible position and circumstance, what left is there to show? Doesn’t the same routine and the same repetition get old after a while? What more of a girl’s breasts do you want to see, once you have seen them? And after a while, doesn’t the nakedness get repetitious? What kind of pleasure addiction is going on in these dudes’ brains to keep them coming for more and more of the same filth?

Lord Azurite, if you could choose a woman based on beauty alone, what kind of beauty turns you on most? Well, the most attractive girl.. Lord, I just said goodbye to Sandra. I told her I am old now and I am not into sex and marriage or any of that stuff anymore. I Am going my own way. And that way is no longer with Hyacinth, whose full legal name was Caesar Sandra Nikee. I have broken up with Hyacinth. And I think she took it quite well. Look, an attractive girl to me is not about looks. A girl is attractive to me if we just get along with one another in day to day living. Now, that doesn’t mean I am going to choose to marry a girl just because we get along. I wouldn’t marry a girl unless God willed it. For I am a doer of God’s will. And it seems that God wills me to become a priest instead.

But the desire to have a son or children is not in me. The desire to raise a family is not in me. I can become aroused. I am definitely capable of intercourse. But the will to pursue romance or marriage is just not there.

Lord, this girl you will be giving me. She will be a welcome change from Hyacinth, but I am not getting married. And I Am remaining celibate and virgin forever. No kind of female beauty can take that away from me.

Go to bed now, lord Larimar. We shall complete this when you rise. Amen. Lord, I slept, but I fell to sins of impurity. I have fallen and I have sinned, O’ Lord. I am sorry, O’ Lord, for my sins. Eric, your sins are not failures, but signs that you have intrinsic needs that have never been satisfied. You have suppressed your sexual needs and your needs for a woman, rather than allow yourself to mate.

What then must I do, O’ Lord? Marry the girl We give you, and have the children you shall have in this marriage, and then the chemicals in your mind and body will be brought to their correct balance. Lord, I know you are correct and right. I hereby surrender myself to your will. Give me this girl you intend for me to marry. I will no longer attempt to walk the celibate path.

lord Larimar, it is good that you have done this and followed Our command. We are giving you this girl at the appointed time. And as a reward for obeying Us and doing Our will, We shall add more lands to your Kingdom of Northern Christendom. What lands left are there that can be added, O’ Lord? We grant unto thee the lands of the Greater Antilles. This includes Cuba, Hispaniola, and Jamaica. Puerto Rico is already yours as a possession of the United States. And all the other possession of the United States, France, Netherlands, and Great Britain remain in your possession as these four colonial powers are all members of your Kingdom. Hence, it is only Queen Ester’s Kingdom that loses lands by this gift We give to thee. King Ibis’s Kingdom remains as it is.

(1) Kingdom of Northern Christendom, ruled by King Eric. And his eternal lands include all the Christian nations of the following three realms:

  1. North America
  2. Europe
  3. Russia and her Satellites

And this Kingdom is made up of these 51 Christian states:

North America

  1. Canada
  2. Cuba
  3. Dominican Republic
  4. Haiti
  5. Jamaica
  6. United States of America

Europe

  1. Andorra
  2. Austria
  3. Belgium
  4. Bulgaria
  5. Croatia
  6. Czech Republic
  7. Denmark
  8. Estonia
  9. Finland
  10. France
  11. Germany
  12. Greece
  13. Greenland
  14. Hungary
  15. Iceland
  16. Ireland
  17. Italy
  18. Latvia
  19. Liechtenstein
  20. Lithuania
  21. Luxembourg
  22. Malta
  23. Moldova
  24. Monaco
  25. Montenegro
  26. Netherlands
  27. North Macedonia
  28. Norway
  29. Poland
  30. Portugal
  31. Romania
  32. San Marino
  33. Serbia
  34. Slovakia
  35. Slovenia
  36. Spain
  37. Sweden
  38. Switzerland
  39. Ukraine (including Kaliningrad and minus Crimea by land swap with Russia)
  40. United Kingdom
  41. Vatican City

Russia and her Satellites

  1. Armenia (including Nagorno-Karabakh)
  2. Belarus
  3. Georgia
  4. Russian (including Crimea and minus Kaliningrad by land swap with Ukraine)

Hence, 51 nations make up the Kingdom of Northern Christendom. (51 = 17 x 3). And as for the official languages of this Kingdom, there include these fifteen established, consisting of all the regional languages having an excess of ten million native speakers, plus Haitian Creole and Swedish, which approach the threshold of 10 million native speakers, and these two are chosen as representative of their relative regional influence, plus the language of Latin, which is the official language of the Roman Catholic Religion, the one valid Religion founded by Christ Jesus on the Apostle Peter. Latin is also the root languages of many European languages and tongues, being the direct ancestor of all the Romance languages. Amen. Hence, seventeen total languages are included as official languages in the Northern Kingdom of Christendom.

  1. English
  2. Spanish
  3. French
  4. Russian
  5. German
  6. Italian
  7. Polish
  8. Ukrainian
  9. Romanian
  10. Dutch
  11. Portuguese
  12. Greek
  13. Hungarian
  14. Czech
  15. Haitian Creole
  16. Swedish
  17. Latin

Lord, how can Black people now call Eric a racist, for he has included a language, Haitian Creole, descended directly from the languages of slaves brought from Africa to Haiti. They cannot, lord Larimar. They cannot accuse you of any further racism. Let us now define the rest of the Americas, so that all of the western hemisphere is completely mapped out. Amen.

(2) Kingdom of Hispania-Aztlan, ruled by Queen Ester, consists of the following lands.

  1. Mexico
  2. Belize
  3. Guatamala
  4. El Salvador
  5. Honduras
  6. Nicaragua
  7. Costa Rica
  8. Panama
  9. Columbia
  10. Venezuela

And her list of official languages in her Kingdom include:

  1. Spanish
  2. English
  3. various Nahuatl languages
  4. various Mayan languages

Queen Ester remains the ruler of the entire Spanish Main, but no longer rules the states of the Greater Antilles, which have been given to the Kingdom of Northern Christendom.

(3) The Kingdom of the West Indies, ruled by King Ibis. And his eternal Kingdom consists of the followings lands:

  1. The Bahamas
  2. Saint Kitts and Nevis
  3. Antigua and Barbuda
  4. Dominica
  5. Saint Lucia
  6. Barbados
  7. Saint Vincent & the Grenadines
  8. Grenada
  9. Trinidad and Tobago
  10. Guyana
  11. Suriname

And the list of official languages in his Kingdom consist of:

  1. English
  2. French
  3. Dutch
  4. Antillean Creole
  5. Papiamento

(4) The Kingdom of Brazil, ruled by King Cacau. And the lands of his Kingdom consist of the following:

  1. Brazil

And the official languages of his Kingdom consist of:

  1. Portuguese

(5) Kingdom of the Seven Southern Spanish States, ruled by Queen Erythrina. And her eternal Kingdom consists of the following lands:

  1. Ecuador (including the Galapagos Islands)
  2. Peru
  3. Chile (including Easter Island)
  4. Bolivia
  5. Paraguay
  6. Argentina
  7. Uruguay

And the official languages of her Kingdom include:

  1. Spanish
  2. Quichua
  3. Quechua
  4. Aymara

Such fully and completely defines all of the Americas. Hence the Americas are ruled by the following Kings and Queens:

  1. (1) Kingdom of Northern Christendom, ruled by King Eric
  2. (2) Kingdom of Hispania-Aztlan, ruled by Queen Ester
  3. (3) The Kingdom of the West Indies, ruled by King Ibis
  4. (4) The Kingdom of Brazil, ruled by King Cacau
  5. (5) Kingdom of the Seven Southern Spanish States, ruled by Queen Erythrina

Lord, I am willing to accept the married life that You wish to give me. But You say I will not be destroyed by entering into that turbulent sea? And God permits me to abandon the path to the priesthood to become a married man? We, the elect in heaven, have prepared for this day in advance. Go to confession, confess your impurities. And then go as We direct you. And the girl, when she is given to you, We will tell you that she is the one. Marry her and know her only after marriage. And We shall bless your family with five children.

Now, ask any question that you may have.

Lord, do I continue to work in my current line of employment? Or do I go work elsewhere? Or do I gain a job in Rust embedded development? Be open to Our leading you, lord Larimar. And We shall lead you to where you must go. And your skills in Rust will be used in the job We are about to award you with. Oracle of the Lord. Amen.

Lord, You have said that Trump wins the elections. So far, many have already voted. And the polls heavily favor Joe Biden. But what do you say, O’ Lord, to that? Do not mind the polls. And do not mind who America ultimately chooses. You have made the correct choice. And should America choose a President who shall bring them to ruin, that is their failure, not yours. I do not require Trump to win the elections for My will to be accomplished. And if Trump loses the elections, accept this and move on.

You remain My prophet in the land no matter who is the ruling Player of the land. And your rulership of Northern Christendom is more powerful than any other Player’s temporal reign. And note that just as I continued to speak to Moses and Samuel as My prophets after they took for themselves a wife, so also shall I continue to speak through you and to you. Amen.

Lord, when I am no longer a virgin, do I cease to be an eternal ruler? No, lord Larimar. Your loss of virginity would only have a negative affect on your eternal rulership if you lost it in an act of sin. That you will lose it under the sacrament of holy matrimony, there will be no loss that you will incur in any of your eternally designated appointments and positions. And impurity only takes away one’s position when the sin is done with another. For it is the sins of fornication and adultery that permanently ruin a man. I Who Am have spoken. Now, publish this post, and then go out as I direct you. You are to do as I command you today. And I will lead you to victory and to your claiming of the Kingdom forever. Amen. Now go to confession, for you have sins to confess. Amen.

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