Behold, I Who Am reveal a great mystery. Eric has sworn an oath of absolute obedience to Saint Bernadette Soubirous, and will do whatever she commands of him. Recall from your history books what they have in common and why, therefore, it is that Eric eternally recognizes the superiority of this saint over himself in heaven. Cannot figure it out? I will now illuminate the relevant history for you.
When Mary chose to appear to Saint Bernadette, she did not tell her her name, or identify herself. But Saint Bernadette’s priest, who had many healthy doubts about the situation, urged Saint Bernadette to acquire from the Lady her name or identity to find out who she was. And so Saint Bernadette inquired of the Lady and asked for her to tell her her name or who she was. And Mary promised to tell that to her. And so when the day came when this promise was to be fulfilled, Mary revealed her identity to Saint Bernadette, who was herself illiterate and uneducated and who did not know the meanings of many words. And so, the only way to keep the answer from being lost from her memory was for her to repeat the answer over and over again in her head until she could get to the priest’s place to relay to him what the Lady had said. By the time she got to the priest’s place, the answer she was saying over and over in her head was this: (as it would be translated to English): “I am the Immaculate Conception.” Note that these words are what the form of the answer was by the time the girl got to the priest and told him what she had heard. And note that the words spoken to her were above her education level, and were intended for the priest and the clergy to witness these things coming from a young uneducated girl’s testimony of what the Lady said of herself. The actual answer Mary may have said may have included some more words, words that were lost between the time Bernadette heard the answer and by the time she reached the priest’s house to tell him what she had heard. But the answer contained the phrase, “Immaculate Conception,” which was a new dogma not yet taught to children like Bernadette in that day and age, and this answer coming from a divine source could refer to only one person: The Virgin Mary, the Mother of God. Amen. It does not refer to the incarnation of Jesus, Who was born from the Virgin. Rather, this dogma refers only to Mary in how she was conceived in her mother’s womb, that the conception of her in her mother’s womb was Immaculate in that no stain of Original Sin was transmitted to her from her parents.
Her parents did have sex to conceive her, and her conception did involve a sperm cell from her father uniting with and fertilizing an egg cell inside her mother to form a zygote, her first cell, from which, through cellular division, the rest of her body formed and came to be within the womb of her mother. But Lord, how was it that in this case the Primordial Sin of Adam and Eve, who committed the Original Sin by which they were cast out of the Garden of Eden, which is transmitted from parent to descendant through sexual reproduction, was not transmitted in this case from Mary’s parents to her? It is because, lord Azurite, the ejaculation that came from her father into her mother’s vagina was endowed with a grace that could only come from God in which nothing spiritually carnal nor earthly occurred between that couple in their act of love together. Amen. Everything about that conjugal act was holy and immaculate. Amen. And only God can provide the grace to enable such an act to be done. And He did it for the conception of Mary. And he never repeated the grace for any other soul. Amen.
Lord, the gospels of Luke and Matthew contradict, and also neither do they fully align with historical details known by historians and archaeologists, when it comes to the birth of Jesus in Bethlehem and how it was that he was born there and how he came to grow up in Nazareth. What is the Truth, O’ Lord? The stories in the Holy Bible were made to teach lessons and prophesy Truths. They were not intended to relay historical accounts of real events. Remember that nothing in the gospels was written by an eyewitness. Lord, in John 19:34-35, it is written that the water and blood that flowed out of the side of Jesus was witnessed by an eyewitness, and that the writers of that gospel know that his testimony was True. Then, by that very same verse, you logically testify that the authors of the Gospel of John did not include the Apostle John. Nor was the eyewitness from whom they received this testimony the Apostle John. For had John written it, he would have written, “And I was there and I myself testify that I truly saw the blood and water flow the the side of My Lord.” But this is not written, but rather, what is written is that they had one eyewitness’s testimony, and who he was is not identified, not even by the title, “the Beloved Disciple,”, which is what refers to John everywhere he is referred to in that gospel. Amen.
Then how are we to treat the Holy Scriptures, O’ Lord? For you have been having me read the entire Holy Bible, a Catholic Holy Bible copyrighted in 1953 by Catholic Books, Inc. Two translation sources were incorporated: Genesis to Ruth, Psalms, and the New Testament were taken from the Confraternity Text, and the remaining books of the Old Testament were taken from the Douay-Challoner Text. And you have specified the order of the books that I am to read as I progress through the entire Holy Bible. And I have now read the following books, in this order: (1) Job, (2) Song of Songs, (3,4,5,6) the four Books of Kings (which are 1&2 of Samuel and 1&2 of Kings), (7) Ruth, (8) Judges, (9) Genesis, (10) Exodus, (11) Joshua, (12) Hebrews, (13) James, and (14) Revelation. And right now I am in the New Testament and reading: (15) John. And in that book I have today read the fourteenth chapter. After I finish that book, I am commanded to read in this order: (16) Mark, (17) Ezekiel, (18) Daniel, (19) Lamentations, (20) Jeremiah, (21) Isaiah, (22) Leviticus, (23) Numbers, (24) Deuteronomy, (25) Matthew, (26) Luke, (27) Romans, (28) 1 Corinthians, (29) 2 Corinthians, (30) Tobit (Tobias), (31) Esther, (32) Jonah, (33) Acts, (34) 1 Chronicles (1 Paralipomenon), (35) 2 Chronicles (2 Paralipomenon), (36) 1 Peter, (37) 2 Peter, (38) Jude, (39) Judith, (40) Ecclesiastes, (41) Wisdom, (42) Ecclesiasticus. And later, as I progress further, you will continue further to tell me the next books I am to read, until we have read all 73 books of the Roman Catholic Canon. Amen. And you have commanded me to read one, two, or three chapters a day, but to not go more than that, unless the chapters are short, in which I may read 4 or 5 chapters in that day. For if I were to read to much for the day, it would not be retained.
So, my Lord, how do I treat the Holy Scriptures? For if what I am reading are stories meant to teach a lesson, and that they are loosely, not firmly, connected to the true realities of what actually happened, what am I to believe? The Spirit is the true teacher of all things to all men who follow Me. Listen to Him. He will guide you to all Truth. Your faith is strong enough to not have to rely on everything from God in the Scriptures being absolutely valid, and therefore you do not fall to the erroneous belief that therefore nothing of Scripture is then of any value, when you see that the historical truths do not line up with Biblical narratives. For the true Way into My Kingdom is by Spirit along with the sacraments of the Catholic Church. The Holy Bible is there just to serve as a guide to you. It is not a substitute for prayer or for conversing with God. All men are to be guided by Me and by the Church I have established and by the Advocate I send, Who is the Holy Spirit. (John 14:15-17). The Holy Bible taken just by itself has been the ruin of countless souls. For there is no Way to reach Me and attain the Kingdom by just going by the Word contained in the Holy Bible alone.
Okay, let’s now get back to what essentially Saint Bernadette has that is directly connected to me, but vastly superior to me. I was baptized as an infant by my parents in the Catholic Church on February 21, 1971. My mother had been reluctant to have me baptized, which was why I was baptized so late. For I was born on Wednesday, June 24, 1970. Since my parents did not raise me Catholic, I grew up outside the Catholic Church and had a massive nervous breakdown in the spring semester of My senior year in high school, falling sick on February 2, 1989. I made a mental note to remember the date at the time. I graduated from high school that summer by taking just two courses in summer school that I needed to graduate. And then I went on to Whittier College for the fall semester of 1989, as a freshman. I had been accepted into Whittier College while I was in the psych ward for adults in U.C.L.A. Medical Center during my breakdown, being 18 years old at the time. They never knew I was there. And I graduated from Whittier College in May of 1993 with a B.A. in biology, completing my degree in the usual four years it normally takes, and having an exact 3.2 cumulative GPA where A = 4.0.
I went through college without really getting to know people, but in the summer of 1992, I spoke to a Christian at a booth at Cal State Fullerton where I was taking a course of General Chemistry with my brother Mark. We were both enrolled in the same class. I took time to speak to the Christian, realizing I was risking my ride home and incurring the wrath of my parents when they found out. But by having this conversation, I found out I was Antichrist in the eyes of Christians. I revealed nothing about who I was. But only spoke of things such as the peace breaking out all over the world, seeking to find out what the Christian view of it was. And the Christian at the booth told me that Antichrist, when he comes, he comes as a man of peace. I learned many things from that Christian, but he never knew that the one he was speaking to was Antichrist. That was the final day of the Greater Emerald Reign, which lasted for about 41 months (February 2, 1989 to early July, 1992). And it ended with the conversion of Antichrist to Christianity.
Mark had left me there and driven home to tell my parents. I called home and Mark then came back and drove me back and I faced the wrath of my parents. But then, later, in the dark quiet of my room, I confessed to Jesus that I was Antichrist, and suddenly legions of angels fled from me in terror. But Jesus had an angel ask me to complete my setup of Yitzhak Rabin over Israel. He was the fourth and final Pawn I set up, only because I lost all my power in my conversion to Christianity. And the power that was in My Pawns left them. This was when the people began remarking that Boris Yeltsin no longer seemed to have the power that they had originally witnessed in him up to that point. For that night I converted to Christianity and decided to follow Jesus. And the first request I made in this new Emerald Reign, called the Watered Down Emerald Reign, was that the Shas Party join Rabin’s coalition, giving him a majority in the Knesset, and making him Prime Minister of Israel. Hence, Eric came to rule Israel only the moment after he converted to Christianity and ceased to be Antichrist. And it was only after Eric became a Christian that he came to know the hugs of girls. Christian girls like to hug.
I was a Protestant from July of 1992 to March 30, 2002, at which point I received the sacraments of Confirmation and First Holy Communion and came into full communion with the Catholic Church. That was when the Watered Down Emerald Reign ended and the Eternal Emerald Reign began. In the Watered Down Emerald Reign, I remained an unchurched Christian until the Martyrdom Breakdowns of June of 1995 (June 1-2 and June 24-25). After that I began attending a Quaker Church (a Friend’s Church, the exact same one Richard Nixon, who became President, had attended). A little over a year later, I left that church and began attending a Hope Lutheran Church, in which I became a full member. It was in the transition between those two churches in which I experienced a visitation from Mary, followed by a month later by a dream of Jesus, fully remembered and as real as life, and in which I called Jesus, “Jesus”, three times. And in-between those two experiences occurred my fourth and final nervous breakdown, called the FaithFinder Breakdown. It was during Christmas time in the hospital in 1996 where I met a lesbian called Jennifer who fell in love with me. But we parted ways when I left that hospital before that month ended. Earlier that same month, December of 1996, Mary appeared to me with her foot on my head to humble me. For I had been boasting to the angels that I was to marry the most beautiful girl of all Creation, and whoever did not acknowledge this would face my wrath. In that vision of heaven in my bedroom, I was humbled before all the court in heaven, and I was very penitent. And then, with Mary and her angel standing there before me, I decided to take the opportunity to settle a matter of debate that long existed between Protestants and Catholics by asking the person herself this exact question in English: “Were you born by Immaculate Conception?” And this was when a great silence occurred. And then Mary spoke and said these exact words to me in English: “Yes, by Immaculate Conception, but do not ask me any more personal questions.” I then asked the angel a question about myself, saying, “Am I the First Rider of the Apocalypse?” And there was again a great silence. And then I added, “I must know.” To this the angel replied this answer in English: “You are, but do not tell anyone.” This requirement that I not tell anyone was lifted at the start of the Age of Mary, which began on Sunday, July 23, 2017. Amen. And then I was commanded to reveal everything.
From the above exchange with Mary, you should now be able to see my direct relationship with Saint Bernadette. And you should also plainly see Saint Bernadette’s vast superiority over me by seeing how much more highly favored Saint Bernadette is in Mary’s eyes than am I. And in order that I never violate that reality, in order that I never think of myself as even equal to Saint Bernadette, I made the binding vow and an oath of God that Saint Bernadette is greater than Eric, and will always be regarded as greater than Eric no matter what is said and from whom.
And hence, the one who was once Antichrist submitted himself to be always less than Saint Bernadette. If Saint Bernadette made herself to be the least, I made myself to be even lesser than that, always beneath her and below her in rank. Amen. As low as Saint Bernadette regarded herself, I regarded myself as lower than that. Saint Bernadette became my glass ceiling through whom I dared not rise above.
Lord Azurite, I Who Am will now declare unto you a mystery. You and Saint Bernadette are to be called best friends in heaven. And you and her will play together in the Queen’s Gardens. This is a decree of the Lord. It cannot be undone. Furthermore, I decree that your virginity is eternal. And therefore, you will ascend to be in the highest heights that only virgins may ascend to. For well did Saint Augustine lament that he could not ascend to the heights due to his past sexual transgressions as a young man. Carnal sex leaves legacy and memory on a soul’s garments. And the darkened states of such garments prevent access to such souls to the highest heights of heaven. But I will allow you, lord Azurite, to enter in, with Me and Saint Bernadette, to the highest heights of heaven. For I find you worthy, and I have made you My Own, as a perfect masterpiece for My collection. You will, thus, not remain here much longer, for I long for and strongly desire for you come to be with Me in heaven.
Now, come with Me, lord Azurite, and I will show you your Kingdom over which I station you to rule for all eternity. In your Kingdom, you reign as King, and I station Saint Bernadette with you as Queen. And together I anoint you as rulers of this vast Kingdom together. It is in the Seventh Heaven, where only virgins have access to. And the name of your vast Kingdom I call, the Kingdom of Azuradette, which is the combination of the names of you both, names that We, the elect in heaven, decided for both of you. Amen.
So now, lord Azurite, you know of the Kingdom you shall rule for all eternity, and you also know its name, which is Azuradette, and you know that you shall co-rule it with Queen Saint Bernadette, who is designated to be as a best friend to you for all eternity. Amen. Lord, eye has not seen, ear has not heard, nor has it entered into the human heart, what God has prepared for those who love Him! (1 Corinthians 2:9). Good, lord Larimar. And I see that you have already bought the domain name, Azuradette.com. You are thinking ahead. Good, that domain name is now already worth several times what you paid for it.
Now, one last thing I will say unto thee before We close this post. And that is, why are there so few readers of this blog? In fact, you can count the visitors who come here often on one hand. Rarely do you need more than two hands to count them. It is because, lord Azurite, this website is a hidden garden. We only show it to a few. The whole world could potentially see it. But only a few, as a rule, have found this site so far. Now go and reread this entire post, correct all errors that you find, and then publish it. And note that your celibacy is now eternal and your virginity is now secured forever.
But Lord, you have made no mention of my calling to the priesthood. Do I become a priest? They would never approve someone who is manic depressive as you are, and who has had breakdowns such as yours were in the past. But it matters not, for you depart from these shores in five years time. Amen. You wouldn’t have enough time to become a priest anyways, even were they to accept you. I Am taking you to heaven in the year 2025. That is the year when My Two Witnesses, Lazurite and Azurite, complete their testimony and are taken up to heaven in a cloud, while their enemies look on. Amen. And when you get to heaven, you have a Kingdom to rule, and a very special friend to meet, one whom you have greatly honored in your testimony on the earth. Amen. Now this post is complete. Reread it. Correct all errors in it. And publish it. Amen.